im always trying to figure somthing out. why cant i find the things the make me happy?
my life is a giant roller coaster, and things are always going to be hard.
im only 21 and i still have a long life ahead of me. i've been running for to long.
"There is a kind of crying I hope you have not experienced, and it is not just crying about something terrible that has happened, but a crying for all of the terrible things that have happened, not just to you but to everyone you know and to everyone you don’t know and even the people you don’t want to know, a crying that cannot be diluted by a brave deed or a kind word, but only by someone holding you as your shoulders shake and your tears run down your face."
